My disease is not very well known about, but my problem stems from the fact that I was never allowed to have friends as a child. My father thought I didn't need them, and my mother refused to fucking ass have me associate with them. I was told not to be a fucking bitch pansy and to never cry cause that was a sign of being weak. I turned to the internet for friends, but my stupid ass dad soon found out about it, and banned me from the computer. I cried and he beat me. He told me to never let anyone push me down or he'd call me a little ass weakling. He forced me to go online and tell I my fucking friends that they were stupid and asses. He forced me to type horrible ass messages to them, if I didn't he'd whip me and beat me sore. After 2 years of that ass I finally fucking escaped, but I took with me all of the evil thoughts and words that ass my dad put into my head. I try not to type up these bad messages but I can't stop for fear that he'll return and beat my ass once again. I'm very sorry. I feel so terrible :cry: