Don't worry, mon. You're just a teenager, everybody goes through shit like this... I mean I know I have. It wasn't pretty, but I've survived, haven't I?
... just don't use your "Autism" as a crutch for people feeling sorry for you. Low on wealth? If you've got nothing to do to this summer, a job sounds lovely. I know I'd get one if I ever had the chance...
And... trust me, your life is good now, because when you're an adult... well, prepare for, like Psycrow from the Earthworm Jim cartoon says, "Maximum suckage."