Agu:"I saw terrible things; ⋯and I did terrible things. So if I'm talking to you - it will make me sad; and it will make you too sad. In this life: I just want to be happy in this life. If I'm telling this to you- you will think that- I am some sort of beast⋯ or devil. I am all of these things⋯ but I also having mother; father; brother and sister once; They loved me."