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| Quote by Nik I guess I'd go back to me in eight grade and tell me to start standing up for myself then, because I was bullied a lot and it set the precedent for being walked all over, which came out in my relationships and got me places where I didn't want to be. It took years for me to undo the hurt and pain and habits I had gotten into.
I've only just recently this summer come out of it. That's almost six years of damage that could have been avoided. Then again, I'd be a different person now.
wow. thats scary. very similar story here. i too have made a lot of bad decisions i went throughh all the same crap throughout middle school and highschool and just this summer everything fell into place. ugh. if only i would've stood up to those bitches. guh.
i wasted 4 years trying to get back to where i was: happy, confident, not worried about my weight, blah blah blah. the school system was what [email protected]#$ed me and my parents over the most though. [email protected]#$ing assholes. they blew everything out of proportion. it was because of them that i got sent to a clinic which opened me up to a world full of dangerous and terrible things && made me gain 20 lbs on meds which made my problems triple.
&&&also relating to what brneyedgrl80 said: i've played sports my whole life and when i was 14(nearly15) i turned to cigarettes as a way to cope with all my current problems.. the death of my exboyfriend&etc.. probably one of the worst decisions i've ever made. i'd take it back in a second if i could.
however the biggest mistake i think i've made was not saying goodbye to ex when he went away last summer, because i never saw him again after that. 
&Mental Blade i'm sorry to hear that.  |