I agree, but I'm sure we'll see it come out of her the more we progress with her character. She's the only one who has not only found a way to live among everything, but has found some sort of peace through it. That alone makes her character all the more intriguing for the show itself. As for the "HOLY SHIT" moment, all i can say is this... damn!!!!!!
"In heaven all the interesting people are missing." Friedrich Nietzsche